Quick note: In a previous post which I said there’s this small thing I can’t understand about USA… Now I remember. I don’t understand why America only has one staple bullet size. In Thailand, we have smaller bullets for thinner documents, and bigger ones for thicker piles of documents. It’s just more… cost-effective (and cooler too, if I might add), don’t you think?
Anyway, about pleasing myself. On Saturday night, I was extremely restless. It was hot inside. I wanted to go outside. So I went out and lay down on the floors and watch the stars. I acted on impulse. Though the stars weren’t that spectacular, it was beautiful nonetheless. I felt good just lying on the field with winds blowing through my face. and good company too. 🙂
On Sunday, it was hot inside again. Extremely hot. It was the REAL summer now. Sun was out in full force. I went to lie down on the protective shade of the tree next to a different huge grass field. The best thing was there was wind, and it was so cooling. I loved it. I rolled around listening to music. I watched the foliage. I watched the sun rays. I watched the ducks gallivanting around seemingly lazily. I watch the glistening surface of Lake Winnipesaukee. I watched the clear blue sky. God it was bliss. I am so doing it again next Sunday.
This time I went alone. And nobody seemed to be around except for the guy whose house was near there, but not near enough to be audible to me. So I had a really peaceful time. Everything was nice and green. I never knew nature is this beautiful. I love this campus. It feels so good to be outdoors.
I gotta please myself more often. Stress has already occupied 90% of my brain.